the great hiatus
Well, as everyone knows, school is starting for me very soon. Many other writers are beginning their hiatuses, and I've decided to join them in this path. Needless to say, I won't stop writing completely. I'm sure I'll find a bit of time to squeeze in a couple of words every now and then, but there just isn't any time left to actually write anymore. Not that people probably care, because I am a very unknown figure. Writing this post is difficult for me, because I feel like I'm leaving everything I've had here. To be honest, I'm trying not to cry right now, but this type of thing is very... intimate. There's a few people I would like to thank though. I'll try my best to make a worthwhile message, but I'm not very good with words. Please, excuse my English.
Julie - The most lovely lady in the entire universe, the Se Hun to my Lu Han, JuHun. One half of the older sister ship that I love so dearly. Like basically everyone I've met on lj, we first spoke when I commented on your fics. I don't remember when we really began talking, but I'm glad we did. You really brightened up my day with your witty words and just you in general. I've never had an older sister, but you were just like one. I think of you as a part of my family, and I can only wish that you think of me just as much. During both our hiatuses, I will definitely remember you, and I'll be counting down to the day when we'll be "reunited." I love you, Julie.
Summer - Oh, dearest jie jie. You were probably one of the first livejournal users I've gotten to know intimately, and you are one of the closest friends I have ever, and will ever, have. You mean quite a bit of the world to me, and like Julie, I think of you as the older sister I never had. Even though we won't be able to speak properly for a long time [I expect you to sleep properly!!!], I'll think of you everyday, I promise. Remember me as your mei mei. You're probably the only person I let call me Si Min, and that makes you extra special. I have been so honoured to know you, because you are one of the most incredible writers I have ever read from. I'm honoured to be able to work with you [even though that will also be put on hiatus and this part applies to you too, Julie], and I can only wish you the best of luck with everything going on in your life. I love you, jie jie.
Shan Dai - My most wonderful soulmate! It is such a shame we didn't get to meet earlier. I think of you as my other half, like a twin, but more. I hope our friendship can grow stronger, so when winter break approaches, we must definitely stick together like glue. We'll give the older sister pairing a battle to fight with our own little sister ship! SiDai forever sailing strong~ Do well in school, my dear. I love you, Shan Dai!
Claire - The Kyungsoo to my Kai. Clairsoo~ You are the mug to my tree, even though that makes no sense whatsoever. People know you as the mighty changdictator who wrote Anterograde Tomorrow, but I knew you even before then. I met you from your model!AU, and we became friends once you asked me to beta your chocolatier!AU. It is such a great honour to be associated with you, and a very big pleasure to be able to meet you in person. I will never forget that day, and I hope you don’t either. It was a very important moment in life, and you are simply amazing. Don’t forget me! I love you, Claire.
Shermaine - How do I explain you? Wow. You are just wow. To be honest, I’ve always admired you, and I’ve never quite had the courage to approach you. One day I gathered all the guts I had and messaged you on tumblr. After that, we just kept on talking and talking. You are another HunHan shipper, and to me, you are quite very much the HunHan shipper. You post so many things for them on Twitter, and they give me so many feels. I swear, I am one of your biggest fans, and you completely light up my shipper life. You’re gorgeous and funny and so very, very kind. I love you, Shermaine.
Regina - To be honest, even though we don’t talk as much as I do with other members of my tlist, you were one of the very first. You are brilliant, simply brilliant. I don’t regret a single day where I’ve known you, and I am so lucky to have befriended you. You are so humorous, and YOU UNDERSTAND MY NEED FOR HUNHAN AND ONLY HUNHAN IN MY LIFE, SO THANK YOU SO MUCH, MY DEAREST. Okay, I got a little carried away there. I wish you the best of luck in your life, and I hope to maintain our friendship during my so-called hiatus. I love you, Regina.
Rachael - Oh, dear, gosh. Oh, my. If I could keyboard smash here, I would. Well, I can, but I want this all to look slightly clean and professional... Well, clean is good enough for me, because I am not a professional person. Rachael, even though our time zone difference separates us sometimes, I really do cherish your presence in my life. I am so glad to have spoken to you, and I know how hard you work. Whenever I see something having to do with Tao, I try my best to remember to tweet it to you in case you haven’t seen it, though clearly that’s useless because you know everything having to do with Tao. I wish you luck with your travelling [make sure to be careful and stay safe], and I love you, Rachael.
Pim - What can I say about you other than you are one crazy person. How did we even become friends? I DON’T UNDERSTAND IT. I really enjoy talking with you, even though it takes us a while to find something to discuss. Thinking back, I have no idea what we even talked about all summer. OTL. You are crazy for trying to get me to broaden my horizons, to be honest, but you tried. Good luck with the big move. I love you, Pim.
Nicole - There isn’t much to say to you, because as much as I adore you, I do believe it is still a tad bit awkward between us. Maybe it’s because Pim and I used to talk about miscellaneous things on CD. To be honest, I think of you as Pim’s other half. You could say it was a secret ship of mine. Nevertheless, I love you as well, Nicole.
Jisun - I don’t even know what’s going on in your life, OTL. Best of luck to you, and keep hugging those poles, my dear! <3
Sarah - SARAH. <3 You are most definitely one of the first people I’ve spoken to in the kpop world. You are one of the sweetest, kindest, most thoughtful people I’ve ever met. You’re so incredibly friendly and pretty, and I don’t think this is really goodbye for us. I think we’ll just revert back to speaking on tumblr like before. Who knows? All I can really think of is that I am so grateful to have met you, and I love you, Sarah.
Salma - To be honest, though we don’t interact a lot, and we’ve met very recently, you’ve grown on me. ;-; We met through our little sexslayers community, and I consider that a little family of ours. Even though I don’t ship SeXing. Or LayIn. IT WORKED OUT SOMEHOW. Good luck to you! I love you, Salma.
Gee - If I am completely honest with myself, I wasn’t the most fond of you. It’s probably because we never talked. Ever. Until, like Salma, the sexslayers were created~ GEE, GEE, GEE, GEE, BABY, BABY~ You are another Se Hun-biased person like me, and I adore you for that. You brought so many happy things about him to me, and I can’t contain my feels whenever I see a link on your tweets. Except for SeKai, and then I glare at you from the shadows. Curling up in my little HunHan ball here. I love you, Gee!
Swee - There was a reason why I saved you for last in the sexslayers. SWEE, MY INNOCENT LITTLE OLDER FRIEND. I laughed so hard at your message to me. I even sent it to some of my other friends, because I am so proud of myself. :’D I will forever be your little wilted tree of porn~ I love you, Swee!
Kei - One of the shippers of the EmiKaiClairSoo ship~ You even created a badge for us! :D I will remember that and giggle over it throughout the year. I promise you that ship will forever sail strong, even when the distances separate us. Have a great year, Kei.
Bluu - I actually don’t have anything to say to you, OTL. Don’t think that I don’t like you or anything, because I adore you lots~ T_T I’m just running on empty, and oh, gosh, we don’t really talk enough for you to leave a concrete impression on me. ;-; I still adore you though!
Rui - My lovely~ Hur, hur. I adore you lots, and I’m glad you followed me. We don’t talk very often, but you have enough of an impact on me for me to add you to this list. Thank you for being in my life. Love you!
Youree - You should not be here, but I’m putting you here anyway. We met through odd circumstances, but I’m glad we did, in a way. You’re definitely a true friend. Very headstrong. The reason why I say that you shouldn’t be on this list is because I fully expect you to be on Facebook or Twitter or whatever. You spend a lot of time at church, and I fully respect your faith in God. I hope you have a great year. I know it’s tough in high school, trust me, I don’t want it to start either, but it’s going to. I love you, Youree.
Yaya - I HATE TIME DIFFERENCES. MY DEAR, YOU BETTER GET ON GCHAT EVERY NOW AND THEN, AND I’LL EMAIL YOU LOTS, SO YOU BETTER RESPOND!!! DON’T DISAPPEAR LIKE LAST TIME. I LOVE YOU, YAYA.
Amber - We don’t talk a lot either, and I blame it on time differences. I was truly surprised when you followed me on Twitter, because I was like, “I EXIST TO YOU?” Good luck with your exams, and I wish you a great year. Love you!
Victoria - YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU DON’T BELONG ON THIS LIST EITHER. THE LU HAN TO MY SE HUN. YOU BETTER STAY ONLINE LOTS AND TALK TO ME, OKAY? OTHERWISE I WILL COME VISIT YOUR SCHOOL AND KICK YOUR BUMBUM FOR IGNORING. T_T I LOVE YOU, VICTORIA!
Tania - Smh, you are the appa in your relationship with Cat, so please just accept it. Though I am a bit miffed that you never tag me in the things having to do with Jongwoon, it’s okay, because I always end up clicking it anyway. You are amazing and kind, and holy freaking shit, you look like a fucking model. Is there anyone as gorgeous as you? I think not. I love you, Tania.
Colleen - Good luck with college! AND YOU CAN NEVER GET RID OF MY DIRTY MIND~ FETUS OR NOT. :D I love you, Colleen.
Kea - KEA, I LOVE YOU LOTS, OKAY. ;-; You and Cat are clearly clones of each other, I have no idea why everything you two say is the /same/. Like, seriously, omfg. Once school starts, the time differences will make it really hard for us to talk! T_T You’ll be busy with life, and I’ll be busy doing... whatever. Just know that I love you, okay?
Cat - You are the one who doesn’t belong on this list the most. More than anyone else. You are one of the first friends I’ve made, and I still fangirl over you, because UMMA YOU ARE MY GODDESS~ MY MOST LOVELY AND CHERISHED YEWOOK GODDESS~ Where would I be in the fandom without you? Anywho, you’ll still be on MSN, so I’ll see you there. This is not a goodbye for you, why are you even here, lol. I love you, umma~
Holy shit, this was one hella long of a post. To be honest, I don’t even think I’m done, but I have to go in about ten minutes, so I’m cutting it off here. I love each and every one of the people whom I’ve met through livejournal. If I comment, I like you. If you comment on my stuff, I like you even more. The friendships I’ve built are unbreakable, and this is not a goodbye. This is an until next time! Everyone, be safe and careful during the school year [or whatever you’re doing]. Stay strong, work hard, and be the great people I know you are. Good luck with your lives, and I hope to see you all soon! Muah!