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Yeah, i am finaly off of probation, and i'm not sure what i feel yet. I kind of feel like i'm missing something, like it's too good to be true. But it's not, i've been doing well, i know God's been here all along, and that i have to go forward. I just feel so strangly, i hope it's normal, but i think i need someone to talk to, like my sponser or ( Read more... )

What i've been up to lately has not been too exciting, so don't start reading this unless you plan on being bored to death. I work alot, i try to make an AA meeting everyday, i'm lucky if i make 3 a week. It makes me crazy in the brain. I do go to church every weekend, saw a scene from "The Passion" and almost made me cry. I'm on my 9th step in AA ( Read more... )

Went to court and the judge just said, stay out of trouble the warrents lifted. Still on probation i went to court yesterday morning and i changed the urinalisis to a blood test instead which will be much simpler, but much more money. Things are going well for me for the most part. I love life, but there's still that hole that needs to be filled. I ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow morning at 8:30 am i go to The Hillsborogh County Court House in front of the honorable Judge Perry. My probation officer violated me for failure to pay probation fees, court costs, and wrote me up for not being home for a house visit when i was home..just slept through her visit, which was really stupid on my part. Today we paid all ( Read more... )

Well it's quite posible that i am returning to jail, or prison tomorrow. I'm going to talk to my lawyer in the morning, and see what he wants me to do. I kind of "on the run" right now, so if i turn myself in i think it would be the next right thing. Although i have nothing to be guilty of, the police don't know that, and if they pick up a VOP( ( Read more... )

Yep, 3 new songs of mine up on Myspace Music. so what are you still doing here? Get over to Myspace before i slap yo bitch ass. http://www.myspace.com/theblacktieoptional

-jonny

I got a new cell phone, actualy it's my first one. If you want it you can comment, i'm not going to post it for the world to see..well i guess they'll see it even if i put it in comments..so here it is: 293-1942. But only people who know me will know the area code, haha!

-jonny

First off lets start with my Grandfather passing away. He moved on to the next life early 1/12/06. He served in the air force during the Vietnam War, and the Korean War. He retired after 25 years in the service, i'm not sure of his rank but i know he was one of the top dogs, like a grand master chief or something. He was a devout christian to say ( Read more... )

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