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[envyforcowards]

ok so i didnt come to school yesterday you know why? because my dad beat me with my skateboard on tuesday and grounded me and made me work yesterday, my arm still hurts from trying to defend myself and my elbow is still skinned cause he hit me with the griptape side, other than that i am leaving today for orlando for the weekend so maybe i will

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whee

[_damage_within_]

Fine don't say happy birthday to me on your lj like Tina did... LoL just kiding bro. Lov ya bye :::waves:::

PS- have fun in Orlando :) while you're in Orlando I'll go vist Kai in the hospital

[misstears]

Have fun. See you when you get back, hopefully.

bye thanks

[theonlysoberone]

thanks for talking with me i needed that miss bye :::hug:::
much love

Apples

[theonlysoberone]

Not to put a guilt trip on you or anything, keep that in mind. But what about the people here in Lodi? I mean wtf. Dood if it weren't for us, you wouldn't of had the stregnth to get to Florida. We care about, and you belong here. People love and accept you here. Not that they don't in FL. However I feel that your roots are here, in Lodi. I heard about what happened to you, it hurt alot to know that you were hurt. If you don't stay that's just fine, we'll still care for you the same. Just remember that.

Ehhh whatever,
-Apples

whee...

[killed_by_you__]

It's been awhile now and I've been trying to keep it inside me but, I can't... I need to talk to you about this whole thing and moving... I don't know what to say exactly but, I know that I can't keep crying every night about this... I lov you and I want you to be happy... even if that means that I won't see you... look I'm not trying to be mean or anything I just want to talk to you about this... to me it seems like you're proud that you're leaving and that you have no reason to stay here... just please think about this... and the next time it's just me and you with no one around I want to talk to you... and tell you how I feel...

Just hear me out

[killed_with_you]

Dude not to be made or anything but, open your eyes no matter where you go you're going to miss people. If you stay here with us in Florida then you'll miss your friends in Lodi. If you go back there you'll miss Zac, Sasha, and Tina so either way you won't win. I don't think that you'll ever get that peace you're finding and I've herd storys from people about what your problems are and in my opion I think some of them are your fault. Look since you told Chihiro about what you want to do she's been crying about it cause she feels like she's losing you. She also thinks that she's been a bad friend and hasn't been there enough to make you happy. Look the bottom line is you need to talk to her and tell her why you want to leave cause I trust you and even though I've never met you (I definatly won't if you leave) that she's not the reason you want to leave.