confession: sometimes i think about how ungreatful my best friend is when it comes to her boyfriend. i am humbled by the fact that they've been together a near 3 years, for it's far more than i can imagine being with someone at this point in my life. sometimes i think about them breaking up, and i can't help but think that because i am such close friends with the both of them that i wouldn't be opposed to being with him, even though that would make me a horrible friend.
secret: deep secrets, i can't say i have any deep or dark ones. how about the first time i did something with a guy, i was becoming a freshman at a new school, & i went camping with some girls and my then best friend drove his bike to come hangout with us, he ended up sleeping in my tent and we messed around, i've only told one person what we did, but it ruined out so close friendship. and i wish that when i saw him two weeks after it happened that i would have talked to him rather than avoiding him because maybe then we would be close still.
I'm just going to state many, many things.I hate most of my friends. I hate the way they think, and I personally don't understand why some of them have no depth or can't balance anything out in life. They are all terrible. I think terrible things about the nicest people sometimes. I still like him a lot, but he doesn't know. I don't believe in love, but I want to. I think I am the ugliest person alive. I am not joking. This is not a pitty shout, I really do think that.
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secret: deep secrets, i can't say i have any deep or dark ones. how about the first time i did something with a guy, i was becoming a freshman at a new school, & i went camping with some girls and my then best friend drove his bike to come hangout with us, he ended up sleeping in my tent and we messed around, i've only told one person what we did, but it ruined out so close friendship. and i wish that when i saw him two weeks after it happened that i would have talked to him rather than avoiding him because maybe then we would be close still.
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