ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...............................EOM meeting isn't until this Saturday the 17th..start college tomorrow...sick and tired of hearing about damn hurricane katrina.....yadayadayada......nothing much else going on..so yeah...later....

so yeah...i left der shelter again..claiming to need to do more college stuff....today is my last day helping there..thank god...it's not that i don't like the place but after working there for a week you tend to go crazy. EOM practice tonight...fun times... :) ...Tomorrow...much time with der Derek ..yay.....and Saturday we've got dress rehearsal ( Read more... )

I ran away from the hurricane shelter......ok not really but I did tell them that i had to come to the library to check on my Tech stuff..which wasn't entirely untrue but I also wanted/needed to update on livejournal before i went crazy.....AAAAAHHHHHHHHhh.....ok sorry..it's just that I've been at the hurricane shelter everyday for a week now and ( Read more... )

so yeah today derek and i are supposed to celebrate our 9 month anniversary....give us a cookie. instead of us being all happy and shit, things are dampered with unspoken words......oh well, we're both quite good at the "nothing" game so yeah...we'll see how long things last until one of us finally gets pissed...he's overly worried that i'm going ( Read more... )

damnit i am such a fuckup...derek and i are "fighting"......fuck it..what's the use in trying anymore...maybe everyone would be better off if i just wasted away to nothing.........

GODDAMNIT...I FUCKING HATE THIS BULLSHIT......I HATE THE EDGE...I HATE NOT HAVING A JOB I HATE NOT HAVING A CAR..AND I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE STICKING THEIR GODDAMN NOSE WHERE IS DOESN'T BELONG.....THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT I DON'T NEED OTHER PEOPLES ADVICE ON AND MY GODDAMN WEIGHT IS ONE OF THEM...I WISH EVERYBODY WOULD JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ( Read more... )

so yeah and toast and such...nothing going on today...hopefully will be going to practice tonight....can't use the car because of the damn issues with gas and running out of it and such....aimee is going to see if her peoples can give us a ride...still no job, turning in an application today for a job as a typist for some company..woohoo....I miss ( Read more... )

School starts in two weeks ..i'm still living in arcadia..i have no job, no car and no money..EOM practice sucks cuz all they're worried about at the moment is Core stage because they're performing at the Corner Bar...we've only got seven practices left ..and we have one full skit/dance completed...can't see derek till saturday..family is driving ( Read more... )

Since there's a hurricane pounding New Orleans and southern LA, there are a bunch of new people in town with no place to stay. My church is trying to see if the girl scout camp will let us use it to give people shelter....it has like 100 to150 beds and a big kitchen etc...so if they do let us, I get to go on shelter duty. Hopefully it'll be fun..i' ( Read more... )