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Today I didn't go to work since I was too tired to get up at 5:30am to use the Jeep. At 4 we took the dog to the vet since she's scratching her ears alot. We found a new vet about 5 minutes away from where we live. The staff is great over at the new place. They told us our dog has a bacterial and yeast infection in her ears. The eardrops we got from the old vet wasn't working, so it didn't help. So far so good.
The bad part start when they give us the bill. It was way higher than I expected, so I couldn't pay it in full. They graciously gave us until tomorrow to pay the rest. Unfortunately to do that I'm going to have to get my paycheck in advance, run to the bank to cash it, pay the vet, then run back to work. I just hate spending money I don't have. I felt like crap when I said I couldn't pay the bill.
So not only am I broke, but I have to work all day tomorrow just to pay off a debt. Not only that, but I was saving up for my grandfather's birthday party on Saturday, and that money is gone. In addition to that, the only way the brakes on the Jeep are going to get fixed is if I fork over the money for it.
I hate living with financially my financially irresponsible parents. Seriously I've been considering today wether I should talk to my counselor at school about taking a break from school to work. I'll have to talk to my boss at Vicom to see if I can get at least 20 hours a week on average. If my mom wants to move out with me, I'm going to make her create a monthly budget and stick to it.
When I am dependent on my mom we never have money. When she lives alone she never has money. When I lived on my own I had money. I can budget and prioritize. I'm getting really tired of having to put off things I could really use.
Sorry for the tone of this post, but I'm so frustrated now. I can't continue like this.