I spent valentines day with the one i truly love. I gave them the greatest gift i could; my undivided attention and unconditional love. I gave it all... to myself ( Read more... )

Look out my back window after the sun has set. You see an ally. A small yard. The 2-story brick buildings that make up the commercial block parallel to my own street. But look above that. To the left and to the right, 2 buildings rise above the rooftops and are kept illuminated all night long. To the left is a Presbyterian church. I don't know a ( Read more... )

The game called "Today" is essentially over. Back when I played Magic The Gathering, it was customary to reveal your last cards, or next few cards, at the end of the match. So, in no particular order, the unplayed cards of the day... Standard deviation's confusing definition, the science of discovery through unscientific blunders, arrogance as an ( Read more... )

I simply feel good this morning. Maybe it's the sleep, maybe it's resolution to last night's drama, who knows. But i feel good :D

...which means if this day sucks, i will be ULTRA-raging tonight. On the other hand, if it stays good, i'll be a hyperactive and giddy brat tonight. Either way, be wary!

"The air outside so soft/ is saying everything" - Toad the Wet Sprocket ( Read more... )

"Do you think we can start again?/ Do you think we can pretend/ that you an I can both return to innocence?" - Remember September ( Read more... )

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It speaks for itself. Man-brain in action!

Raping and pillaging Ourstage.com for new music again tonight. Today though, i specifically want a male vocalist to add to my playlist. My inherent sexism and bias towards female voices has let to an estrogen-fest where my "Favorites" outta be. Kinda weird. I think i'm just more critical to male voices than female voices, which i never would have ( Read more... )

Second most stressful day of my life today. And my best friend decides to be herself, which is a little direct in my eyes. So i snapped, and snapped at her. I sense an awkward phone-call apology in tomorrows forecast. Yet the cynic in me starts to wonder if "forever" has come and gone again.

Nothing lasts forever.

In the hazy grey area between a drunken stupor, and the mindless drooling caused by buying and watching 5 seasons of "Scrubs" on DVD, it occurs to me that it'd be a great idea to sabotage my own peace and tranquility by making my best friend privy to the sickest depths of my pathetic depression ( Read more... )