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There is a fool walking
Wandering
Pretending to be me
He talks to you
He laughs with you
Twirls, runs, and lies to you

One day soon one of us will go
I'll purge the fool or he'll purge me

That day I'll cease talk and cease wit and cease disgust
There will only be discussion and help and a smooth surface tension

I just want someone who wants to hear everything I have to say.
But then again, that is what children want, afterall.

I went to KC this weekend to look for appartments. We found a really good one for pretty cheap. There is a lot to say. Good discussions, fun at fat girl dance club, being sleep deprived to an obscene amount, lots... just I don't feel very talkative or specific. Maybe I'll bring it up later.

If you are my friend on here please respond to this question, it's very important to a friend of mine. Also it's good to think about these things and put them down occasionally. Here it is ( Read more... )

I'm completely intolerant. I shut down. A haze developes over my eyes as they narrow. The world shrinks before me as I stand atop a hill overlooking antics.
This is the one thing I'm unable to rid myself of.
At this point it seems like it would just be easier to rid myself of those I'm close to, so there is no one left to hold contempt for.

Things feel different. Ever since Sabrina left and I've had time on my own again I feel different. I used to always want my roommates around and not want to watch TV or go to Hy-Vee on my own, now it's all I want. I always wanted to force myself to do nothing but sit around and read; the bible, philosophy, book of five rings, etc., but was always ( Read more... )