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[eowyn17]

in my last post, basically i just compiled all the awakenings, i guess you could say, that i have had over the semester. none of these things stated my lack in friendship, value of my friends, or dislike for anyone. i just said what i felt, still feel. i realize that it hurt someone very important to me, but the feeling is mutual. the only time i

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[sarashort]

you know, this is ridiculous sareece. I told you i fully expected you to be at dans, and i told eric. what more could you ask for? by not being there you really hurt me. im sorry that i have moved away from you, i am also sorry that i have a full time job where i cant just screw around like i did at the malco. life is so much harder when you are the only one looking out for yourself. Plus add to that i have to make time to spend with all my friends here. I have called you, and left you message after message, then i just stopped leaving messages. Its harder to get ahold of you than it is to get ahold of me because you have like 100 phone numbers. I just dont have the kind of time to spend 30 mins looking for you and then another 30 mins talking. You heard my mom say that anytime she wants to talk to me she has to call me. there is a reason for that. I hardly get 5 hours of sleep a night now. I cant help the fact that there is never enough time in the day to do everything that crosses my mind. Trust me though you did cross my mind. I

[sarashort]

i am very sorry that all this had to happen. I wish that things could have been like they were before.