Just full on contemplation mood right now but I don't really know how to articulate what I'm thinking and feeling. Just all rather overwhelming at this point. I have choices to make and I'm hoping that I make the best decision for me ( Read more... )

I wish I was able to write something but at this moment, my mind is 97.2% blank.

Boo me.

Still more talks.

It's good, really. I'm encouraging G to go to California. I know it sounds weird for me to do so but he hasn't lived anywhere else except for the PI and here. He is always wondering what it would be like to live there so...I think he should go. I'm just not going with him...at least not for a long time if it comes to that. I ( Read more... )

So I spent Hallows Eve on my own and will be shutting down the lights for Halloween since I'm not going to head out and buy candy...I know, I sound like a witch but I just don't have the cash flow. Had been getting a invites all weekend but I'm just wanting to bunker down with a good book and relax. I'm liking this new schedule so far. We'll see ( Read more... )

Echinacea doesn't do shit for you. In fact...it just makes you sicker.

Damn tea.

You know you have had too much liquid when it ALSO comes out your arse in great quantities.

I think I need to tone the liquid intake down a bit...

....and I still feel like shit. (no pun intended)

So here I am battling my ever worsening cold...a major affliction in my line of work. I was suppose to work tomorrow for a trade and now I've moved it to another week. I'm also not looking forward to Sunday when I have to drive out to B.F.E. to do a bride's hair on location. I'm stressin' because I hear that she is one major pain in the ass... ( Read more... )

How do I push myself beyond my self accepted boundaries?
As I cruise the verbal strip, I see facets of me.
How to show the truth w/out mimicking.
Dilemma.

I just want to be...
more of me.

Thank god I'm done. I'll try and link up some photos. I loved it but it stressed the crap out of me. I lost 5 pounds from just shitting due to stress. I know...too much info. Tough.

Took the day off, well, almost. I have one client at 7:45 that I will go in for but I just wanted to rest today.

More later.

Rest wanted.

Zzzzzzzzz....

...after finishing the movie 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'.

I absolutely love it.