I don't even know why i'm updating. I dont have much to say, its just that i've been bothered lately about the stupidest things and i can't seem to get them off my mind, but i dont want to put them down here because then that gives them validity and i hate that. I know i'm not making any sense today, this update is more for me than for anyone ( Read more... )

Ok i get it - he's gay. he liked me and then decided he was gay. weird? i know. I guess my love life will be non-existent for awhile longer. it just hurts cause i had such high hopes for this one and now i let myself down. i guess we can pick up guys together??? thatd be weird right? yes it would. so he really wasn't THAT into me.... but now ( Read more... )

So i hate men. I do. I've decided that none of them are THAT INTO ME. There was one guy that i was interested in... whom i thought was interested in me - apparently though the problem was that we work for the same company and my friend Yves is his GM. Big cop out - thats what i figured - if you truly like someone than what does it matter who you ( Read more... )

i don't even know where to begin on my ramble. There are like 4 million thoughts going thru my head tonight. I'm just gonna start rambling thru them all - i may explain i may not depending on how intrigued i am by what i'm writing. We shall see ( Read more... )

OK, so HI!! I havent updated in like what a week? a little bit over, but some of you may be wondering what i've been up to. Its been a kinda interesting, kinda boring week so you know i'll try not to bore you ( Read more... )

Hi! (waves) this goes out to all of you who read my journal... Today is the BIG DAY! The day I fly the coop, leave the nest (and all those fun analogies). I'm excited, Im scared. I'm nauseous. I'll be fine. But what IF? The what if is what will drive a girl crazy. What if I hate my new GM? WHat if i have no friends other than the 4 i already ( Read more... )

Tuesday is coming quickly. Tuesday I move to another state! Its scary and exciting. And i just cant wait ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm just pissed. You know what! This move is a great job opportunity for me. Room for growth, a great Boss, everything should be swell as long as i can handle it down there. I'm not saying it will be handed to me on a silver platter. I'm sure there are things that I will hate, but I am so excited. THis is something i need to do. SO would ( Read more... )

Hi! So i dont even know how long its been, but hey whatever no one actually reads or comments on my journal so this really is just for me. I'm fine with that. And if you are viewing - hey hi nice to have you here, but i'm writing for me - so welcome to my delusions ( Read more... )

Everything is changing. EVERYTHING. I dont know what is good and what is bad, but i'm excited and scared. I still have thousands of things i need to do and only a month to do it in. Its like life is fast fowarding itself and its kinda crazy. But i think i can do it. I mean i'm competent, I'm happy and yes very scared of the prospects. I dont ( Read more... )