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tony got the internet, which is fabulous. umm.. four day weekend. i went to another one of josh's shows last night. it was ok, the bands were really good but i wasn't in the mood. kind of. something's been bugging me and i can't shake it. i think i'm gonna go to denny's and study. or maybe rendezvous. and get a bagel. i don't think i've ( Read more... )

weelll, it's been half a month. i moved into that room and painted it black and purple. i'm not sure how i feel about it. and some huge old black guy moved into randy's room yesterday. not sure how i feel about that either. why is a 40+ year old man living with a bunch of kids? oh yeah, i got a rabbit. she's tiny and soft and adorable and she doesn ( Read more... )

as'e;ktj busy busy busy ( Read more... )

ohmygosh

i have a knot of stress in my stomach that i haven't felt since last november. everything's changing. but at least it's going somewhere, which is about 2136435x better than stagnating.

that's really vague. i'll explain soon. or maybe not.

aaahhhh...

jon and i broke up today. finally ( Read more... )

fucking hellish day.

THIS ISN'T ME.

what i got wasn't worth a tenth of what i lost. but i never made any promises, and i have no problem being an indian giver.

(for the record, my foot is asleep in the worst way possible right now.)

my eyes are drying, but i think the downpour was enough to cultivate a pretty healthy yield.

so sixpence none the richer came on my playlist a little while ago, and it occured to me that i haven't worn a dress in a very long time. two november's ago i think. i mean, i've worn a skirt probably 4 or 5 times since then, but dresses are different. skirts are cute - dresses are romantic. so i put on my favorite one to go take a walk to the park ( Read more... )

feeling things this intensely is so exhausting. i quit.

i haven't updated in soooo long. umm, i moved into an apartment with caitlin and tim two days after my last entry. went to indiana with jon for a week. got kicked out of that place and lived out of my van for a week before moving into a co-op on east u. caitlin moved back to illinois. things with tim are bad. things with jon are good. i think. we ( Read more... )