It feels like an endless, reckless, cruel cycle. I see this has potential -- a lot of it -- but the doubt creeps in, seeps in, and I can't sleep, I can't breathe, I can't think of anything except how wrong this could go. I let down a wall, I let you in, and that's a way to get hurt, a way for you to hurt me -- a way for one more person to let me
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