oh my, i so hope that there will be way for you to ome through the darkenss, i can't imagine how difficult it is but try to hang on and i hope that you are seeking some sort of professinal help.
i've got buckets of professional help, sadly, i've got extra buckets of crazy. I can't be honest about how i feel to my "professional help" or they'll arrest me and throw me in the hospital again. That happened once and it will NEVER happen again.
I can relate. My brain feels like it's locked up with rust, and I feel like I fail at life. I've been out of work for almost three years, am out of funds, likely to be sitting in the dark by Labor Day unless I can find a job. But who'd want to hire a fuck-up like me, so what's the point in looking?
Oh, and the sleep thing? I would if I could. Mostly I get about six hours at a time, but it's usually during the middle of the day, which adds to my job-hunting woes.
Please feel comfortable to share it with us here, and yeah, I can relate too - it's only the citalopram that got me out of bed every day for a very long time. I know it doesn't feel like it but it will get better, you can't be creative when it takes allt he energy you have just to exist - but it will come back.
Try and do one thing every day that makes you feel special, a relaxing bubble bath, your favourite chocolate bar, it's the little things that get you through xxx
If you want to chat my gmail is violetknights @ gmail.com and I'm in the UK - soemtimes its easier to talk to a stranger who knows what your going through than family or professionals.
Take care, my lovely - you are special and loved xx
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I can't be honest about how i feel to my "professional help" or they'll arrest me and throw me in the hospital again. That happened once and it will NEVER happen again.
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Oh, and the sleep thing? I would if I could. Mostly I get about six hours at a time, but it's usually during the middle of the day, which adds to my job-hunting woes.
It's nice to know misery has company.
Okay, maybe "nice" isn't the word for it....
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Try and do one thing every day that makes you feel special, a relaxing bubble bath, your favourite chocolate bar, it's the little things that get you through xxx
If you want to chat my gmail is violetknights @ gmail.com and I'm in the UK - soemtimes its easier to talk to a stranger who knows what your going through than family or professionals.
Take care, my lovely - you are special and loved xx
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Sending good thoughts and strength your way!!
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