On love.

[epicrisis]

Valentine's Day is coming up and I spent last night and some hours of the morning with the only two people I would want valentines from. Further, I dreamt of them and all I'm left with is want. Waking hours are the least satisfying of those which I spend here. The last sentence was not true. But I love when I dream, even when everyone in the dream(

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[zealchan]

Oh, Sarah. You deserve to be loved immensely. Be patient; there are too many people out there to possess such a hopeless attitude toward it. You've obtained one dream, and moving on to another is a logical step, but it probably won't take any less pains to accomplish as all major goals do.

These are things that I tell myself, and are hard to make convincing because they do little to cease my own disenchantment with love and the vacancy of it I feel. So while I can't say that the persuit of love is a kind one -- both of us know it isn't -- I can only tell you that you are endowed with every attribute needed to aquire love, you're beautiful and funny and passionate, and there is no reason why someone such as yourself should not have it. I hope you know this. I might not be an expert on it, having zero success in the relationship pillar of my existance, but I'm not so blind that I can't see what a wonderful person you are. Maybe the people and Santa Fe don't know you so well, yet. Give them time