I curse a lot. Meh.

[epiloguetravis]

So it's 1am and I feel like crap. My stomach hurts and the antibiotics and stuff are making me feel generally bad fucked up beyond belief. Maybe I am feeling the bacteria die. I am laying in bed with my ibook because I don't want to go to sleep. It kind of scares me and I hurt in places

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[lilmiscutipye]

Oh Travis, I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling even worse.

You're totally right about the karma thing, makes me wonder if it really works or not... I always think about that when I'm sick or something especially shitty happens to me too. Although, I must admit that I do drink and hate people... ha

And this:
I want to snowboard and drink coffee and go to new years eve parties and stay up too late and kiss some beautiful girl and fall in love and build a sailboat and a huge list of things.

You will, maybe not this new years eve, but believe me, it will happen. I've done all those things besides build a sailboat, and I'm pretty sure if I can experience them, you can too. :)

Feel better!!

[epiloguetravis]

Thank you. I've done all but build a sailboat too, but its been a while. Win and I are supposed to go snowboarding / skiing monday but I don't know if I will feel remotely well enough. Although I am feeling better today than I did yesterday and last night.