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[epiphanymonger]

Hey hey! I think I just pinpointed loneliness. The feeling, that is. Of loneliness. I think that maybe that's what one should call that, or this, or whatever. Some of this. The specific part that I'm referring to. Interesting. It's so subtle, and yet so frequent. So it's not a burning thing or anything. But at the same time, it affects. Hmmm...I

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[ex_big_kitty604]

richard i don't think i was calling you a candyass

[epiphanymonger]

You didn't. I didn't say you did (though it does sound like I meant that you had, doesn't it?). I was just saying that you used the term "candyass" before. For some reason I never got around to responding to that. I was going to say that I'm a candyass, too, though. But just the same. I just meant that you had used the word before, and I thought of that as I was writing that, so that's what came out.

[soul_sharpener]

Sorry. I can't offer much advice, because I would be going over the same things in my head. Although what I would do (don't do this per se) is write her the email and then I would avoid her cause I would be so scared. Like, I would want her to know how I felt without confronting me about it. So I don't know. She digs you? I don't know man. Sorry.

[epiphanymonger]

yeah. it'll definitely make me more nervous than I already am around her. but we'll see. i wanna email matt, like i said, to see what he thinks.

[ex_big_kitty604]

for my money (and love=money, at least for me, at least after 11), i'd skip the email and wait until I ran into her again. wouldn't want to send her an email and then realize a bit later I got carried away. not saying I think you are but there's no rush, i say chill.

[epiphanymonger]

yes. yes. thanks. for pointing that out. or, rather, saying it. because the intake of that at the particular moment of intake last night registered in such a way that...well, fuck it. yeah.