Well goddamn. I'm fucked. Guess who just woke up. Yeah. I did. Yikes. And shit. And fuck. And I'm actually feeling worried. It's really weird, because my sister sent me this email of...well, I'll just post the website and you can check it out for yourself: Read more... )

I have now been awake for over 70 hours straight. Awesome. This is so interesting. I wish I didn't have so much goddamn work. I think I'm gonna skip postmodernism. First time this semester. So soon I will have skipped every class at least once. How nice. I wonder how much longer I can keep this no sleep thing up. I guess I'll try to get ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna skip ethics again today. I'll tell her that I was really sick--a sinus infection as well as a virus. I think I've already passed the minimum number of classes you can miss before she starts taking points off of your grade. Oh well ( Read more... )

I got the impulse to write an entry about 30 seconds ago, and I thought I had something to say, but I seems to have hidden just beyond the curve of consciousness. Oh well. I was going to say something about how I have to go to this induction ceremony for this damn Phi Eta Sigma national honors society thing in an hour and that I'm not looking ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty good this morning. I was going to say well, but good is better for now. Words are funny. This medium alone isn't enough. I wish I were trained in other mediums. To manipulate our air more than we do. It can be done. Little twitches, fingerings, thoughts are more powerful forces than ourselves. I'm reading about shrooms. ( Read more... )

Yes, my friends. I'm back. I've been partying for over 30 hours straight. Well, just about straight. Straight enough. I have them buy me shots at Cool Beans. Then we go over the Matt Pacetti's house and get drunker and smoke some hash. Then I dance and think for hours. Then we crash in front of his fire place. Which was lovely. Then we ( Read more... )

Turns out the paper is due Friday, so no big deal. And, once again, he wants a copy of my last paper. It's really encouraging. It's exactly what I need to start functioning better. High school was so discouraging for me. Of course, I didn't help the situation by "rebelling" like I did. But just the same, I would do it again. I would actually ( Read more... )

It didn't work. Damn lack of sleep. Damn me. Oh well.

My allergies are saying, "Fuck you!" Especially damn my allergies. My eyes...oh woe are my eyes! And stuff!

I'm sleepy.  I have a paper to write.  I'm thinking about not doing it.  Maybe sleep for a few hours and get up early?  I know I won't do that.  But....  it's so tempting.  I think I might do that.  I'll wake up at 6.  When my alarm clock goes off, I'll turn the damn this off, and then start screaming.  Yes.  Screaming.  And getting up.  And still ( Read more... )

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