I am crushed and heartbroken finally realizing that my dream in my head of julia and I probably wont ever work out. I am really upset because I love her to death and really wanted nothing more then to spend my life with her. It is just a really shitty feeling ( Read more... )

So 2 weird things have happend in the last few days. First of all the magic 8 ball at chris's store has been dead on with everything that would happen >.<. But today it said julia and I were soul mates and would get married one day which is odd. Especially since that relationship has gotten so bad in my mind I did not think that was the case. But I ( Read more... )

This weekend was productive :)

So I am thinking it might be a good idea to take a trip to panevezys and see my fathers new place. He randomly offered so why the hell not, and he also offered to buy me a ticket to moscow *cheer ( Read more... )

So Julia is trying to be passiveagressive by not adding me on myspace, so I have just stopped caring about it. I really dont want to play games anymore so why bother playing them. It also seems as if she will be staying in England for the summer but who knows ( Read more... )

So today when trying to find where Chris works I found the most adorible woman ever. I walked by the first time and she was attacking her snadwitch and making dino noises. Then the second time I asked her if she knew were the tullies was and she was able to direct me in the right direction. So now being all shy and such I am going to go back ( Read more... )

Julia's being a big dumb butt head >.<. Yeah had another falling out since she cannot respond to the question I have been asking her for months. I dont think its that hard to either commit or not, but whatever ( Read more... )

I am in a weird mood and want to cuddle, so yeah someone should call me or come over. =P

Я мечтаю встретить женщину, чтобы разделить с ней мою жизнь.

Well it only took me 7months of hell to get over Julia. I sent her a email asking her feelings and well she never bothered to respond. So RAWR I am happy and excited about single, though it sucks when you try so hard to make something work and it seems the other person could care less about it. I learned a lot and grew as a person so thats all that ( Read more... )