I love it how no one writes on my journal.... well fuck you all then my so called friends.... I guess I really have none.... what the fuck ever I am gonna leave this joint then fuck it!

Eric was cheating on me. He was fucking betsy for the first 2 months we were going out and that is why he wouldnt tell her we were dating.... He was afraid she would stop fuckin him. I HATE MEN!!!!!!! THEY ALL CAN DIE FOR ALL I FUCKIN CARE!(with exceptions for the nice cheatless men(if any)) I will be back I gotta go to the store.

How can I still be sick?!?!?!?!?! Nothing wants to work for me! I have been sick for over a week..... the doctors cant help me then what the fuck am I to do????? I never hung out with nell but I don't think she even likes me anymore.... I asked her if she wanted to go to ludington with me and eric so we could catch up on old times and she said she ( Read more... )

I hate getting sick! my neck hurts and my throat is killing me! I can hardly swallow... I had to go to ER and the shit pills they gave me is not working at all!!!! It hurts and I wish someone would put me out of my misery!!!! I felt like crying all day but Then that wouldnt help either... I am thinking on going to get popsicles! well i just had to ( Read more... )

Well I am going to saginaw this weekend and I don't think it will be that fun cuz I have to go shopping with out any money....... It ain't like anyone will miss me here anyways..... The only person who cares about me is eric..... If I knew life was going to be like this I would have gave up along time ago... some people need to not forget about all ( Read more... )

I hate this place! Nothing is going good at all.... Nellie and Gabe are ignoring me like most my friends :(...... I am trying to think what the hell I did wrong? Last night eric caught me crying and I told him I donno why I was but deep down I do...... Nothing is the same and never will be.... I wish I could change it back to the good times when I ( Read more... )

Well It started out friday... I got turned down for 2 jobs on the same day :'( Eric and I got into 2 fights at his aunts house in detroit...But the make up was good!!!!!! ;) well here comes the horrible part. My mom told me it was not a good idea to take my car down there and to follow eric with a different car... well I didn't list and my brakes ( Read more... )

I guess Eric's dad found out what we were doing and he don't like it... He also don't like it when I stay there but he can't really say anything about what we do cuz eric is 22 and I am 18..... I found a pic of my friend in texas and if I can I will put it on here..... good night all I am now going to bed.... I gotta meet eric to hang out b4 I go ( Read more... )

A few days ago I put my car into the ditch.... I was on a dirt road and lost control and I went right into the ditch....It was around a 90 degree turn and I guess I was going too fast...Then last night I was at eric's and we were in his room talking and next thing I know his little brother Travis knocks on the door and says, "Your friends are here ( Read more... )

I just got back from grand rapids! It was fun cuz Mike Rubley and Joe's older brother Will came to visit me and Kristen 2 times....I got my hair cut shorter...It is to my shoulders now.... ERIC ASKED ME OUT!!!! YAY!!!!!! I am happy....and Joe and I are just friends but when we hung up from talking on the phone today Joe said "I love you" lol that ( Read more... )