God fucking dammit! I offer to help my mom with things and she says she doesn't need help and then her curtain falls down and I don't offer and then she bitches me out because "It's hard to hang up a curtain at 2 something in the morning!" Well no fucking SHIT. SO then why didn't you ask for help when my offer was obviously still on the table ( Read more... )

 Livejournal is like my quiet place to be. It's like a hiding spot that I go away from often but always come back to to say hello. Hello.

 Long time no post right?

This weekend was full of flirtation, dancing, friends, music, cajun, and lipstick kisses on necks. I feel like I am moving forward which is a change from how I've been feeling lately. My weekends have been lovely I just wish that more of my friends from school could or would want to join me on my weekends. Everyone is in ( Read more... )

 I can feel the pessimism seeping into my veins. It's decietful like the sun today. Looking warm and pretty but feeling cold and harsh. There are people that I dislike that I have yet to weed out of my life. They are to my life what it is after fast-food is eaten. Greasy and unpleasant. Like leeches they cling but I don't know why. I don't like ( Read more... )

I don't even have the fucking money to pay for the application fee. Stressful time and now I've just broken down in front of mom. This feel terrible, I feel terribly insecure about everything that college says it isn't. Which is what it is. A money-sucking machine that leaves everyone in debt. I do believe we already are so please spare my family ( Read more... )

Ash Girl cast and crew you did an amazing job!!! I love you all and you guys had a beautiful run! Bravo my friends!!
<3
XOXO Kaila

 Today was starkly different and better than yesterday. Some down moments of irritation but overall much better.

-to give college a try but I feel like I'm running out of time and it frustrates me that I haven't tried and I'm going to end up not going to school. I at least wanted to try although it probably wasn't going to happen but I wanted to do it so that I can say that I did but I didn't / I'm not and I don't know if it's too late to start. I hate it. I' ( Read more... )

 I took the SAT twice and got the same score total. Not in the individual sections the same score but overall. I guess I'm stuck with a 1720 because I'm not taking the fucker again if I'm going to get the same thing a third time! This is somewhat frustrating but it's just mainly because I'm sick and I feel wonky so pretty much everything is pissing ( Read more... )

Happy 17th Birthday Janell Turley!!!!!!
Waahoo!

XOXO Kaila
P.S. Don't make me mad...GRRRR!