A levels isnt officially over yet. but. IT'S SO FREAKING RETARDED AND IMPOSSIBLE TO STUDY THE SAME THING 3 TIMES OVER WITHIN THE SPAN OF 2 WEEKS?!?! it's such an appropriate time to start playing alrdy, but at the same time, there'll be a certain mummy or daddy behind you saying "how come you dont seem to be studying when you still have a paper ( Read more... )

These days, i've taken to having bouts of sadness whenever the night comes. Even though i might know full well the plausible reason for this, i find it close to impossible to push that feeling away, nor am i someone who is able to shelf different aspects of my life into separate slots. This brings me to question the meaning of what a friend truly ( Read more... )

oh man...

i was just looking through the photos posted up at picasa from last year's outward bound korea trip, and a huge wave of nostalgia and longing and yearning and sadness swept me up in its passing journey. over there, all we had to do everyday was figure out how and what to cook for our next meal without poisoning anyone who ate the food. we ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD AM I GOING TO GO BLIND?! It's been 2 whole hours but my ear is still as swollen and red as a sausage AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! 

 WHY OH WHY does my ear have to be so freaking sensitive?! All i did was eat a little prawn and scallop, and the very next day, infection sets in omg. it's a really sad thing to do, but i decided in the end that it's not worth it living in fear every moment of myself pulling out some white string which turns out to be some vein and going BLIND. GOD ( Read more... )

 I have no idea why i'm saying this, but i guess even though the guys' team can be rather annoying and piggish at times, at the end of it all they're all nice people and i'll still want them to do well! So jiayou for tmr's match and i really really hope they can get through. And that'll really be something:)

It's been a really long time since i last took a picture with my mummy! Though i'm always irritated by her nagging, i want her to know that no matter what, i'll still love her:D HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY.


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OH CRAP. This is the second time i'm writing this cos i stupidly pressed sth wrong and the whole entry DISAPPEARED!!!:(

SIGH. I wish the days will pass by more quickly. It seems like time crawls when there's no training everyday, and that i've got absolutely nothing to do. Okay correction. I DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING. Life is so boring. Maybe i ( Read more... )

It's an irony to start my first entry on such a sad and deeply regretful note. What i feel now is a crushing sadness i've never felt before. Though i've tried telling myself time and again that it's all over, deep down inside, i guess i'm still unable to face up to the realism that time will never rewind itself and allow us a second chance to fight ( Read more... )