honestly, if you have the chance to go to college then you should do it. it will change your life, i doubted it, but it did. now i'm off trying to change the world or something. i don't even want to think about graduating next year, fuck.
don't worry about what everyone else says, they're just as confused as you. do what you can, that's all anyone can do.
Dude, SCHOLARSHIPS. It might be your only option in the long run. If you get help with Scholarships, maybe your parents can help with the rent until you bring yourself up to speed. I'm still in I-want-to-hang-with-Cassie mode, so I'm def. not in my own world.. kinda.
Hey, at least you consider others' opinions before making decisions. You aren't the kind of person to just snub everyone all the time. I'm sorry it makes you angry :( At least you know, though.
maybe this will make you angry. maybe it wont. regardless, ill tell you anyway.
ive been through it, i know it.
there comes a point where you have to look beyond everyone you want to please, everyone you want to stick together, purely for the sake of having them with you, and realize that sometimes, you have to do what's right for YOU. you have to make choices, beyond your family and friend's opinions, ones that may not be readily accepted, and do what feels right.
i mean fuck. how am i going to make 1200 a month? i have no fucking clue. but damnit, im going to fucking do it. and you know what? im going to take 20 units a semester too. and keep up a 4.0 because damnit, thats what IIIII fucking want.
you have to STOP caring about what you do and how other people will receive it. think about what you do and how YOU will receive it. in the end, everything always work out. and if for once, you're able to think about YOUR own best interest, everything will work out well. :)
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I hope things turn out okay. <3
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don't worry about what everyone else says, they're just as confused as you. do what you can, that's all anyone can do.
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It might be your only option in the long run.
If you get help with Scholarships, maybe your parents
can help with the rent until you bring yourself up to speed.
I'm still in I-want-to-hang-with-Cassie mode,
so I'm def. not in my own world..
kinda.
Hey, at least you consider others' opinions before making decisions.
You aren't the kind of person to just snub everyone all the time.
I'm sorry it makes you angry :(
At least you know, though.
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maybe it wont. regardless, ill tell you anyway.
ive been through it, i know it.
there comes a point where you have to look beyond everyone you want to please, everyone you want to stick together, purely for the sake of having them with you, and realize that sometimes, you have to do what's right for YOU.
you have to make choices, beyond your family and friend's opinions, ones that may not be readily accepted, and do what feels right.
i mean fuck.
how am i going to make 1200 a month?
i have no fucking clue.
but damnit, im going to fucking do it.
and you know what? im going to take 20 units a semester too.
and keep up a 4.0
because damnit, thats what IIIII fucking want.
you have to STOP caring about what you do and how other people will receive it.
think about what you do and how YOU will receive it.
in the end, everything always work out.
and if for once, you're able to think about YOUR own best interest, everything will work out well.
:)
i love you cabby.
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