Here I am. I'm me. I'm doing things.

this semester was really hard and I kind of feel like everyone thinks Im worse than I am at stufff like writing now because I was stretched too thin and made everything suck.

I already posted a version of this on FB but this is more in-depth ( Read more... )

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in 3 weeks I will be free to do things as I please until I am confined to the lab for summer but that is much less taxing than coursework actually is. I am TERRIBLY EXCITED. It is hard to focus on grading papers and whatnot.

My internet is not working correctly for the 4 milionth time today.

I'm just speaking here. My heart hurts. There is still some residual sprituality in me, if you want to call it that. I find it harder and harder to reconcile with the fact that I truly believe the human collective is deeply divided, sheltered in places in ways that put others at risk (racism, here in MA it can seem so removed when it's not TOTALLY ( Read more... )

I don't technically deserve my bachelor's. Listen to this ( Read more... )

I had stopped watching her a few years ago but Jenna has a cold and her voice is actually really sweet here, hahaha I'm so sorry. But she touches on so many things that I have been dealing with ( Read more... )

Teaching is all kinds of things that you don't expect ( Read more... )

I just ordered another pair of the same winter boots I had from Sorel that sucked at their job. Other people seem to love theirs/theirs are waterproof. I tried fixing the "seals" of the boots I already own with some waterproofing stuff from L.L. Bean and I swear to you, the leaking was worse; my socks were soaked within 15 minutes of walking. I ( Read more... )