He never said the words I'm gonna stop, but he stopped for a while, not totally, but mostly anyway...... I dont want it to stop right now....I want it stop sooon, but thats not gonna happen if this keeps happening.....Why should I be the one kept up at night crying over the fact that I want him back to the way he used to be? Why should I be kept ( Read more... )

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I dont get it.... Why do I keep thinking it could happen when I really know that there is no such thing? Why do I keep thinking that there could be something when I really know that its not meant to be? I mean, I dont like feeling like this and yet I'm the one that keeps putting myself out there to get this hurt again and again ( Read more... )

Convention was freakin' AWESOME!!!!! It went sooo well......I can't believe it's over though, I want to go back and make it last forever ( Read more... )

My ex asked me out AGAIN today ( Read more... )

To all of you who are unfamiliar with this topic, a video is included for your benefit. To all of you who are aware of the Special Fred illness, a video is included for you. If you have this illness, please press play, if you don't, well, press play anyway....and soon you will see.....why fred runs head first into walls.....
Thanks you MUCHO!!!

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I hate days like today. You wake up and that in itself just sucks beyond belief. Then you reailze you have to go to school and have an oral due first period. Then some shit happens before school and makes you feel like shit. Eventually it goes away, but you still remember everthing that happened and really hope it was all a dream, but, alas, it ( Read more... )

So, tuesday is Halloween....and we're supposed to wear our costumes to school....thats not gonna happen, but I might steal Jesse's idea and do that ( Read more... )

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