So it has become more clear to me than ever that i need to be in Texas. My heart is there. My friends are there. My family is there. i'm pretty sure my life is wating for me there ( Read more... )

I made a drastic move and bought a plane ticket to Texas. Unfortunately, there is also a return ticket, but that fact that I made a descision and I'm going there for 8 days because of this unbearably strong force that's pulling my heart there is kinda awesome. I've never felt this way before. it makes me sick to my stomach in the best way possible ( Read more... )

I will follow my heart wherever the hell it leads me and do whatever it tells me to do. I'm putting my whole life in my heart's hands from now on. That's the only way I'm ever going to be happy.

So out of the blue, this guy and I started talking. He is one of Jenn's friends that I met once last year. And then we became facebook friends. and then one day he messeged me randomly and we commenced conversation after we both agreed on wanting to know each other better. He's a pretty genuine guy. He loves music, and outdoors, and travelling, and ( Read more... )

I want to go away so badly. I miss my brother. I miss my friends who live out of state. I miss my family in New Orleans and Texas. I wish i could just hop on a plane and jump around the country to give all these people hugs. But I am a slave to my job. Not that I really mind, because I love working at the vet. I just love it maybe a little too much ( Read more... )

Fuuuuuck... why the hell should i be required to associate with someone who always thinks the worst of me. who's always so negative about everything. who only hears what he wants to hear and sees what he wants to see. If i do that, it will only destroy me ( Read more... )

What is the purpose of life? Only what you make it out to be. All literal and scientific terms aside, there is no default meaning for everyone. It's up to us to look deep inside ourselves, challenge ourselves and find our own unique, individual purpose, accept it, and run with it ( Read more... )

It's a bit strange how I used to update this thing every single day, and now I could go weeks without doing so. I don't really feel motivated to, i suppose. Probably because I'm living in limbo at the moment. Just on standby, doing what I can until i can get into vet school. hmm, well at least I'm still trying. because I honestly believe I can do ( Read more... )

I saw Where the Wild Things Are with Brandon just now. it was really, really depressing. Good, but depressing ( Read more... )

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