I'm going to be strategic, by playing the most simple card in the deck: putting everything in your hands. I know, I know - that may just be too much for you too handle, but I guess we will just have to see. We will see how much you really want this, or even care. Let's give it a try. Here you are - my feelings, do with them as you wish... only ( Read more... )

You're right, actions do speak louder than words... and if that IS true for you then I hope you don't tend to lie with those actions.

So I am letting myself go, letting my heart and mind take over in which they please. This may possibly end in the worst heartbreak...but right now, the postive outcomes only outweigh the negative -- if worse comes to worse, it'll all be worth it in the end. I am happier now than I have been in a long time....and more comfortable in the spot I'm ( Read more... )

So there is a battle being fought right now within my insanely indecisive mind. And I'm not sure exactly what side is right, or what side is true. It might just be that I want something so bad to be there, and it isn't....or the complete opposite, that something is completely there and I don't want it to be there. But then why do I ...almost get ( Read more... )

Yeah - It has been a long time since I've updated. I've definitely been thinking a lot (as always) but I seem to learn so much everyday about people, life, everything...that there is too much too update on. It's almost as if the world is spinning faster and faster and I am struggling to consume as much information and knowledge as I can grasp ( Read more... )

Life just isn't quite the same without you and I wish you only knew.

I guess I'm just really scared of being alone...

I mean, look I don't know if anything is going to happen with us, again.
Ever. But I don't want to know that it..it never could.
* FRIENDS ; Ross *

Life's like an hourglass glued to the table
* Anna Nalick ; Breathe *

Have you ever pulled an "It's A Wonderful Life"  and wondered what the world would be like if you had never been born?  I've been doing it a lot lately.  It seems everyone has, or seems to have, or should have ONE BIG MAJOR goal they would like to accomplish as they spend their many years here on this physical world we call Earth.

Mine - is to ( Read more... )

I am meandering on a journey called Life. I don't know where I am, or where I'm going - all I know is where I've been and what I've learned/am learning from it. Life never fails to suprise me. I never used to "meander" as much as I do now-a-days... maybe because now I am actually thinking for MYSELF and living MY OWN life? Elementary school ( Read more... )