today is nathan & i's six months!
he picked me up this morning &took me out to breakfast. as soon as i got in his car, he said "I have to get something out of the backseat" &handed me a dozen red roses. he's so cute ( Read more... )

i gave nathan his car back two days ago. i'm now driving my brother's truck. it's RIDICULOUS. i hate trucks. i tried to find a picture, but it's too old so i guess no one has any. seriously, on the cover of the book about it, there's a man and a woman, standing in a field. it was taken in like the SEVENTIES. it's retarded ( Read more... )

all i feel like doing recently is sleeping. i hope nothing is wrong with me ( Read more... )

my car died. it is dead. the timing belt is broke. it's $600 to fix.

good bye, my love.

i came home from school early and cried for like three hours. i'm so attached to that car. laugh all you want. I FUCKING LOVE MY CAR. it's my freedom, it's my independence, it's mine. and now it's dead. i'm wearing my keys around my neck, forever. i'm also ( Read more... )

the weekend was okay. saw lindsay on thursday. emily &i went to the airport ( Read more... )

today i'm doing better. i fucking flipped out yesterday;; i know ( Read more... )

i'm FUCKING TIRED. FUCK SCHOOL ( Read more... )

we have no idea what's wrong with my car. help. it's stuck at family video.

nathan's grounded from his for two weeks, so i'm driving his.

I FUCKING LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. FUCK ANYTHING I SAID THAT MADE YOU THINK I DIDN'T. YOU WISH YOURS WAS AS FUCKING AWESOME AS MINE IS. ♥

fuck the snow.

seriously, when i thought shit couldnt get any worse..
My fucking car breaks down. I HATE MY LIFE.

this is supposed to be the best year of my life.everything was SO good up until chrismas break. i don't understand why and how everything changes so fast. the last months of summer were awesome, i hate school and even this schoolyear has been awesome up until xmas break. i finally felt like i belonged somewhere; i had real friends. i felt like the ( Read more... )