There's beauty in the breakdown...

[eraseyoureyes]

It's almost a month since I've updated. I haven't had time, what with the steady rate at which things are spiraling into shit. Every day, my addictive personality gets the best of me again. I keep finding new ways to hurt myself, directly or indirectly. It's all self-medication, nothing changes about that, but it amuses me to see how quickly I find

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[princess_nikita]

I'm not going to tell you that you'll be okay, because no one can know for sure. I'm not going to claim that I know how you feel, because you are unique so how in the hell would I know?

At the same time, you're not going to tell me that I will disappear when things fall apart for you because you do not know the type of person I am. You may have met many that hide when someone falls ill, but just as you are unique, so am I, so how the hell would you know?

If you want or need somebody to try and help you, to listen to you, or just to hear that it's your final goodbye, my MSN/e-mail is princess__kita@hotmail.com.

It's all up to you.

[eraseyoureyes]

Thank you, and you're absolutely right, I don't know you personally. That's why you aren't included in my definition of "everyone," which I should expand upon. Basically, I mean the people who are in my life, here, around me physically. Still it's not fair for me to use the term "everyone" when I'm referring to a basically small group.

::sigh::
I have abandonment issues.

Thanks again.

-- KT

[dapapurr]

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