I hung out with Lindsay sunday night. I felt bad I got there so late, but work was just too out of control. But, I had a blast with Lindsay. I love her to death, she makes me laugh like no one else can. We talked a lot about things but one thing that made me really happy for her is just her relationship with Cody. I loved the way I felt in a ( Read more... )

Saturday the parents left me HOME ALONE! Which I have NO complaints to that. So here's how the day went ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty fucking pissed right now. I really hate how suddenly when I actually get a butt load of cash, work a shit load, and then pass another birthday my parents lay down the "I'm a dick" card and make it seem like I am copmletly capable buying everything on my own ( Read more... )

I think the worse part of this summer are having friends who are in realtionships. For the first time I am not consumed with a boyfriend so I feel really lost. I guess it's more of a "i'm really bored but everyones with their significant other" deal, but I manage ( Read more... )

So I really stopped writing in here for god knows why. Probably because the minute I get online I begin to type www.myspace.com... it's really addicting, and I don't know why ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated, but here's something to flaunt about ( Read more... )

Okay, I heard this really loud scream except I think it may have been in my head ( Read more... )

Lily informed me that next week all us insiders are getting about 20+ hours of work per week which excited me more than anything, and amazingly enough my mood changed and I'm feeling more positive. I just really not only need the money but also need something to do so I am not stuck home all morning thinking about things ( Read more... )

I got a fucking 2.3 for the final semester which fucking pisses me off because

1) I got a B in LE2 but I turned EVERYTHING in so fucking whatever.
2) My counciler sucks fucking nuts and refused to take me out of a class that I knew i wouldn't be able to pass and that I'd make up next year but no shes a procrastinator so fuck you!!

I'm okay until I think about how perfect his lips fit on mine and how I honestly don't think I could find someone to love. I am almost in a rush to find someone who will take away the pain I feel so I can get on and not cry about everything that reminds me of him - which is almost everything. I haven't found a person who has given me a hug that ( Read more... )