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[ereekah]

Feel as if the damage is irreparable. No one has the resources to help me. All of u kno a part of it. No one knos all of it. And its bad enough to make me too scared to try and fix it. And theres nowhere to run away too. I kno ur all sick of this and im sorry. I wish i hadnt let it get this bad. But thats what i do. I push too hard thinking it wont

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[ereekah]

thanks. i really appreciate it.

[anomalous_one]

well...

That's what we're here for.

[ereekah]

not exactly. its not like i have friends so i can have someone to complain to. it would be different if i had been being a decent human being recently but i havent. i feel really bad for all the bullshit when you came up here. you didnt need that shit. sorry. i dont want to burden people with my depressing bullshit because its always the same shit with me. i'd get tired of it.

[anomalous_one]

Everyone needs someone to complain to sometimes.

I sure as hell do. I do as much complaining on this thing as anybody.

It's not anything to feel bad about. I mean what's the alternative, holding it all in forever? Sure some people do nothing but bitch and it's annoying but you're not one of those.

anyway

I would joyfully accept the burden if I knew it would help you somehow.

But it isn't me who's suffering here. You worry about everyone but yourself. That's the only thing I'm tired of.

late as always.

[enoladismay]

Erica, you have a lot to work with and sometimes you use it in the wrong way. You, realizing this, then think about it a lot and put it into fancy words that make my heart bleed. There is no irrepairable damage.. At least not as far as I can tell. Can you tell? You can tell me anything you want!

I miss you.

Re: late as always.

[ereekah]

<3