Jealous-- adj. apprehensive of losing affection or position.

Frustrate-- v. to prevent from accomplishing a purpose or fullfilling a desire

Love--deep TENDER feeling of affection and solitube toward a person. 2. a feeling of INTENSE desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair.

sureeeee wish Crystal would let us see eachother. I got a lot of stuff to bring up now. I've been re-reading all her and my old LJ entries. We've ALWAYS been fighting. Before it was FOR eachother, now it's WITH eachother. ANd I want it to stop! But I want her to tell me she wants it better. I want her to show me she cares. And it can't involve a ( Read more... )

I just drove by Crystal's house to satisfy my own curiosity. Sure enough she is home. I have been here all day and she hasn't tried ONCE to get us together or talk or ANYTHING!!! Not a thing!!!!! Ya know, this is a HELL of a way to show someone you """LOVE""""" them. By letting them sit at home sooo tore up about this. Ya know, I wounder. I got a ( Read more... )

( Oleander- )

This hurts soo bad. I am just sitting here waiting and hoping that the next second that goes by Crystal will call me so I can see her. But every second passes and no such luck. I TRIED CALLING HER! But no body answered. I guess sleeping at 5 in the afternoon is more important that spending time with me:'(. Why does this even bother me, why do I ( Read more... )

A thought begins with one thing. A BOOM!!! Something that srikes us odd, weird, different, suspicious, good, nice, pretty, Ect.. Just like a shotgun blast, a boom!. As time goes on the thought spreads out just like the bb's from a shotgun bullet. One thought leads to another thought which causes another and another. This could go on forever if we ( Read more... )

I was lookin through my wallet this morning. i found this movie ticket. So I pulled it out and looked. It was to the movie that Crystal and I first went to, OUR first MOVIE!!!! Imma keep it forever:D

MY NECK IS ABSOLUTELY KILLING ME! What I would give for a massage:(. God

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

I'm siting here soo upset, sooo scared, and sooo worried. But she won't even make an effort to see or call me. all I can say is wow.