Comments | erenriel: What the hell happened?

erenriel

What the hell happened?

Mar 18, 2010 11:39

I've been reading the entries on my friends list for a few days now and from almost every direction I'm seeing a lot of the same thing. It's pretty much what I would be writing if I'd been posting. I'm pretty sure that's one of the reasons that I haven't been. That and it would be nice to have some bloody time to do shit like this ( Read more... )

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ryuuoh_elf March 19 2010, 15:53:06 UTC

I know for a fact I'm one of those 'friends' ^^"

Maybe we all suffer from some kind of Bad Weather syndrome that drags our motivation down with our mood. *sigh* Let me know when you find that hole, maybe mine's down there too. =)

erenriel March 19 2010, 16:01:38 UTC

That's what I mean. It's ALL of us, and that's the weird part. We all used to be perky little nerds. Honestly, outside of the anime convention I went to a couple of weeks ago I haven't really watched any anime since summer and even then it was sparse. I haven't written a fanfiction in over a year. I don't play flute any more. I think my motivation went wherever my creativity did.

Because it's been so long for me, summer is included in this nonsense, I don't think it's seasonal affective disorder. At least not for me. I drink vitamin D infused milk anyway. They make it like that here in Canada because we never see the sun. :P

ryuuoh_elf March 20 2010, 15:23:35 UTC

Compltely off topic, but I HEART your layout. :D

Aherm. Anyway. Yes, I feel your pain. Although I am slowly picking myself up, I just wonder why I lost the will to do anyhing at all all of a sudden.

Also, that fact about the vitamin D just stunned me. You get less sun then we do? *shock*

mysoulbreaks March 19 2010, 17:42:26 UTC

Maybe if we all look in the same hole we'll have some company and it will work lol? Most of my posts are somewhere between 10pm and 3 am anyways lately...the point in time where I would phone CA if she wasn't in her last year of her degree and out on week long field trips. And for some reason I find I have the largest urge to write longish passages on Tuesday nights - maybe has something to do with the soul searching and pretending that it's all okay for Kit. Oh well, I'll bring sugar tonight. And maybe chocolate. But no sanity/stability as I'm fresh out of that.