I should have known that Julia was a trend bi when my gaydar was quiet. But I was hopeful; I thought, well maybe I'm just out of practice ( Read more... )

So today I printed photos of beautiful girls. There was an entire roll of two of them. Blonde hair (one permed curly, the other ironed straight), light eyes (either green or blue, but I think blue), skinny with moderate cleavage waving for attention, and a ton of that liquid make up that girls put on their skin- I don't know what it is called, ( Read more... )

I must still be a little more sick then I realized, because I have been sleeping a ton. Last night I fell to asleep a little past two, and me being the night owl I am, that is not like me at all ( Read more... )

Thursday Dan tells me that there is a party on Friday, would I like to go? Figuring I have nothing better to do, I say okay ( Read more... )

I still don't think that I am beautiful. Which is sad, because I think every little girl, should she be a good person, should feel beautiful. And I think every little boy should, too ( Read more... )

I had a short day today, and it was so nice. I did not even wake up this afternoon until 12:30, then I took a nice shower and dried my hair straight (I cut it short, so it only took like 10 minutes!) because I had to be in at 2pm, working SALES ( Read more... )

Glenda scolded me. She was as upset at me for feeling ugly as one would be at their little five-year-old child for hitting in class. Like the idea of me being average was unheard of. It was... sweet. Glenda, my Beauty, this is why I love you ( Read more... )

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So it happened gradually but it all hit at once ( Read more... )

So I'm up here in Jeff's room, he's on the phone with his newest girl. Moira. She's quite cute, a sweetie. Tres innocent. He works with her at Macaroni Grill ( Read more... )