I don't really want to marry him, but I feel like I like I have no way out so I continue to go on with the charade. Everytime I try to break up he begs me not to leave him and it's so sad and he looks so pitiful and I feel so bad. There are his kids to consider too as they have grown to love me. Sometimes I wonder why I just didn't end it after I found out he had kids. I wonder why I am so weak.
I have know idea who you are, but my secret is I'm a thirty year old virgin. Yeah. That makes me a total loser.
Social phobia totally sucks.
Though, on the plus side, with the help of the few friends that I do have, I suspect that my loserness status will come to an end before the year is up. Hopefully.
I just wish I hadn't wasted this much of my life being single. And hope to the universe that the start of next year I'm not waking up alone, once again.
Your message to all political parties
anonymous
October 23 2006, 02:20:28 UTC
Your analysis is good & is applicable in the UK. I am an elected Councillor in Derby, England and I am sad that my political party (Labour) has lost the votes of possibly millions of idealists. There has to be evident conviction for people to support a candidate they really want. 7 Labour members share control of the Council Cabinet with 3 Conservatives. The best things that can be said about the Conservatives is that in Derby City Council they are competent and honest. The Liberal Democrats however are dishonest, unprincipled and incompetent.
Regards from definitely not a liberal, Robin Turner.
I want to go into (biochemistry) lab research. But I'm seriously afraid I'll accidentally blow something up.
I'm excited to get married, but I am so nervous about our future together. I worry about getting pregnant. I worry about raising children. I worry about whether we'll go to church or not. I worry I'll get fat. I worry about way too many things. Not the biggest secret in the world, but I don't think he realizes just how paralyzed I become when I truly consider our far-off-future together.
I brag too much to people. I'm not nearly as cool as I like to pretend I am. And I hate myself for it. I hate myself even more because everyone else seems to like me for it all. I'm such a freakin' know-it-all.
Finally, I feel ugly. Simply put. But the love of my life only gets mad at me when I mention this feeling. I feel like nobody understands...
But I want to end this on a positive note. Hm. If I could, I would totally live off ice cream, coffee, and wine.
i remember seeing a video of you doing... stuff... and thought it was the hottest thing ever. i wished i had saved that video or remembered where i first saw it. then i saw your website and thought wow she's beautiful and funny! plus smart?
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Social phobia totally sucks.
Though, on the plus side, with the help of the few friends that I do have, I suspect that my loserness status will come to an end before the year is up. Hopefully.
I just wish I hadn't wasted this much of my life being single. And hope to the universe that the start of next year I'm not waking up alone, once again.
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7 Labour members share control of the Council Cabinet with 3 Conservatives. The best things that can be said about the Conservatives is that in Derby City Council they are competent and honest. The Liberal Democrats however are dishonest, unprincipled and incompetent.
Regards from definitely not a liberal, Robin Turner.
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I'm excited to get married, but I am so nervous about our future together. I worry about getting pregnant. I worry about raising children. I worry about whether we'll go to church or not. I worry I'll get fat. I worry about way too many things. Not the biggest secret in the world, but I don't think he realizes just how paralyzed I become when I truly consider our far-off-future together.
I brag too much to people. I'm not nearly as cool as I like to pretend I am. And I hate myself for it. I hate myself even more because everyone else seems to like me for it all. I'm such a freakin' know-it-all.
Finally, I feel ugly. Simply put. But the love of my life only gets mad at me when I mention this feeling. I feel like nobody understands...
But I want to end this on a positive note. Hm. If I could, I would totally live off ice cream, coffee, and wine.
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