I wish I could play it cool one of these days instead of being so freakin embarressing! haha ( Read more... )

we dont have to do anything spactacular ( Read more... )

holy crap. my phone broke in half completely today! Im so bummed! I swear I shed a few tears. Im gonna miss that broke ass phone!!!! It was pretty bunk anyways and was really old but I didnt feel the need for a new one. because i loved it!we went through so many times together and so many exciting phone calls and text messages. I get attached to ( Read more... )

its not about getting the solution, its more about the steps you take between the problem and the solution. Its about how you got to where youre going. Its about the decisions and choices you make in youre life. The overall outcome of life, is death. So I guess all I can do is exist, and try to fill the spaces in between as best I can ( Read more... )

I havent slept for days. literally. Im sure by now it has been over 48 hours. Im so awake. my heart hasnt slowed down. I have no appetite ( Read more... )

So I woke up kind of early, 5 am. I really need to study for my part 1 anatomy test. but I dont have to take it until nine, but i figure- I'll take all the study time I can get.(oh and I have to finish my workbook) Since last night, like pretty much everynight- I decided to go out. always being busy is wearing me out ( Read more... )

Yesterday was hard to get up. I drove to Ashland City for Hannah's funeral. It is almost unbearable. Her mom and her sister looked just like her. If anything ever happened to my sister, I dont know what I would do. It was hard thinking about them lowering her in the ground. Its unimaginable. There were a lot of people there that I knew. I didnt ( Read more... )

Tomorrow my friend Jakie and I are going to Ashland City for Hannah's funeral ( Read more... )

I love school ( Read more... )

its becoming habitual.