yesterday was such a good day. I spent it with two of the best people I know. We pretty much did nothing productive and just really enjoyed each others company. It was rad ( Read more... )

this weekend i'll be in Atlanta. and the next weekend after that, I'll be in Knoxville♥. Life is neat ( Read more... )

theres never a dull moment. And they dont leave me alone. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing. I dont think I want to jump into anything, plus, its good to have options. but why do you need options if you know what you really want..god im so confused. i dont want to stay here, but i think im really just scared to be alone. I was never ( Read more... )

so much has happened in the past month. I have been really low and I have been really high. I feel like I have really become a stronger person for it, if nothing else ( Read more... )

I stayed in nashville last night, it was very fun and well...interesting!Life is amazing waking up to a million people staring at you at six thirty in the morning, oh and singing the final countdown with air guitars and keyboards!!! who does that with all seriousness ( Read more... )

he told me," I know how to make it stop ( Read more... )

I found hope ( Read more... )

Last night, I woke up and I got really sick again. I feel like this feeling will never pass. I couldnt sleep so I sat on the balcony with my blanket and I cried. Ive never cried so much in my life. I've never felt so vunerable and weak. I just wanted someone to hold. Just knowing I had that meant the world to me. It was the most important thing I ( Read more... )

I have never had a feeling quite like this one. I couldnt sleep last night and I didnt think it was possible to cry as much as I did. Ive never hurt this bad and ive never felt so confused. All of my dreams feel like they have been crushed into a pile of nothing, and I feel like I have been stabbed in the chest. Everything I dreamed of and imagined ( Read more... )

i love to write,
Its the best form of therapy. I promise you that.

Ive come to realize that I have forgotten about how many people care about me. Even if they are not always around. I love having friends. I love confiding in friends and I like that they feel safe confiding in me.
Despite all of my emotions and feeling more hurt than I have ever ( Read more... )