so i guess ill update or something? things are okay, im not sure when im going back, but knowing that i eventually will is making the whole situation bearable ( Read more... )

ugh, what th ehell am i supposed to do
my friends are the only ones who ever really brought me real happiness
and i wont see them for months, or have a computer to talk to them after tomorrow
this past week, ive smiled and laughed some, but i really cant remember when i was last reallyt truly happy
i miss you all
thank god for music

I hope you are all well, as far as I'm concerned everything else can be replaced.

Life feels wierd.

bleh. just got backing from 2 hours of soccer in fucking 34876256876765 degree heat. jesus H christ it was hot. and now im all sunburned and shit ( Read more... )

I like to sit very still and not move, and feel my heart pumping and my blood flowing down to the tips of my fingers and toes. We forget what is actually going on in our bodies every time we move and breath, but it's so cool. To me at least.

school is starting soon, but I dont really care. I miss seeing all my GK homies.

Liz is home<3 :)

ugh, i wish i could fucking go to sleep. sometimes this happens to me, and ill literally just lie awake until 6:30 in the morning, just lying there thinking. ughhhhh

i could really go for some fucking Bud Broiler right now. god damnit

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I miss people
I think that i miss things and people really easily. Everything reminds me of a memory with someone, or something they said. and at that moment i just wanna relive it, or call them up and thave a good conversation with them.
I really want to just take everyone I know and give them lots of big hugs right now.

jewinyou247: ahhhh
eclaire713: hm
jewinyou247: is it just me or did you take a bath in a tub full of rainbows?
jewinyou247: this world is boring
jewinyou247: goodnight

haha, i love aaron ( Read more... )