Maybe I'm just outta my mind...

[ericlaoin]

It's a damn cold night / Trying to figure out this life... That's so me right now. Those who talk to me on MSN and Furc prolly know/have been told/realized that I'm severly depressed again. Why... I really don't know where to start

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But I hated being on the meds... Yes, they worked, but I hate the idea of depending on them just to function.
Meds, if they work, aren't that bad. Yeah, you sometimes depend on them but sooner or later you should be able to wean off of the meds and see where it gets you. My guess? Hormonal imbalance. Especially since you're trans it might just be fucking your mind and emotions all to hell.

I just don't do 'talking it out' very well in person. Talk about frustrating.Truthfully most people don't. You saw how I was about talking the time thing out with 'Lin. You saw that first hand. Most of the time it's nervousness or unease - because you don't know the person you're talking to very well, or just the opposite; you know them but you're afraid to weigh them down or afraid that they'll see your problems as stupid, childish and unimportant. I can only really open up to my mom and 'Lin, oddly, 'Lin moreso than my mom. Although I still feel that nervousness (ask her, I tend to spend a few minutes searching for words or trying to make my