Pissed off. Again.

Oct 01, 2005 20:49

I'm pissed off. Again. Seems to be becoming my default setting.



Tonight I'm pissed off because, yet again, I had to defend something I really enjoy; my English-dubbed anime. Forgive me if I don't get to watch everything in the original Japanese. Forgive me if I don't give a fuck how bad a dub it is. Forgive me if I don't spend every penny I have on DVDs with Japanese and English versions of the same show. It's all the same to me.

Anime is anime. It's something I can get into. So when people start bashing it, even if it's just to say they think a dub is bad, yeah, I'm going to get pissed off. It's like when someone not from the US bashes on American accents. So you don't like it; big deal. I'm Amercian, I'm proud to be American. We're not defined by our president, our accent, our slang, or any shit like that. And English dubs are NOT defined by how 'good' or 'badly' they have been dubbed. Anime is anime because of the STORYLINE and the ANIMATION. NOT the voice actors!

What hurt most tonight is that someone who I think is my friend didn't even stop to wonder WHY I was getting upset. He just kept on bashing away and then getting mad at ME for getting mad at HIM. Yes, it's your opinion, but fucking STOP and LISTEN to mine.

Respect my opinon my ass. No one does. I'm asked for advice, but not my opinion. I'm not asked if I like something. Hell I'm not even asked by my parents if I fucking WANT a mobile home. Backstory to this one is that they decided it'd be 'a nice gesture' to move into a mobile home instead of an apartment, then when they moved out they could give it to me.

Right. I want a mobile home.

I don't think so.

So now I'm fucking pissed off and I have no way of blowing off steam. I'm fucking TRAPPED at home. I leave to go to school and work and that's IT because that's the only places I can AFFORD to go. And Marsh never has time for friends anymore, so I can't beg off of staying at home to go hang with him.

But then, why would anyone want to hang with me. I smell. --

No one even talks to me. I should just go into loner mode again, rather than try to find someone to hang with. I was fine before when I wasn't expecting to have to make 'friends'.

I'll be alone for my whole god-damned life anyway. Why not start it off right.

parents, bleh

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