This just kind of came out...

[ericmuerto]

I'll never be like you is what you said about my grandparents, and I repeat those same words now. I always tell myself that I'll be different. Somehow I'll hold on to what I believe. Somehow I won't let it slip away. But the nagging feeling that you never wanted to end up like this either just won't go away. What if it was the conditions that life

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[xloveriot]

Eric, How are you?

[ericmuerto]

I'm doing alright. And yourself?

[missyxdoll]

Sweetie I know how you feel, and all you can do is take the strength to move on from them... I know that it's rough and you take it as your own fault, but you are stronger than that and you don't deserve any pain or resentment they may pass to you. You are your own person and not theirs. It's taken me quite a few years and the help of Joel to realaize it... but everything will get better in the long run. If you ever need to talk... e-mail me... I'm always up to listen... and I get a new phone tomorrow!

[ericmuerto]

Thank you so much, but this was actualy written more from the perspective of someone else. Actualy, probably a few someones merged together. However, the hopes to never become like them are mine as well.