i had this weird epiphany today (warning: mind the spelling in this journal because i have had a tad too much wine tonight). for some strange and inexplicable reason, i want to go downtown and paint every wall i see. i want to see asheville in color...COLOR...not brick red. i want to paint murals that reach the sky. i want every building to be a ( Read more... )

so tonight i turned the television over to my archenemy MTV because i heard coldplay was going to perform on the video music awards. unfortunately, i missed it. but i did see something that rivaled me missing a coldplay performance. i saw something that utterly disgusted me to the point where i wanted to puke. dave navarro, guitarist for jane's ( Read more... )

party like a FUNK star...kickin' with Isaac Hayes!


( Read more... )

and the truth is
i miss you
yeah the truth is
i miss you so
and I’m tired
i should not have let you go
-- coldplay : warning signyep that pretty much says what i feel. i swear to all of you that i am getting better...well...at least a little bit. okay, a very little bit. it's hard, dammit ( Read more... )

you know that scene in forrest gump when jenny leaves and there are a few minutes when there is nothing but silence. he looks in the bedroom. sits in the living room. sits on the front porch. he realizes something is missing. but he just sits there in silence ( Read more... )

so the nervousness is starting to get out of my system. i have to admit, after the "incident" the other night i was a little freaked out when i would go outside or whatever. i was constantly looking towards the front window. i would peak through the peephole before i went outside. then, last night, i decided what i was doing was stupid and i quit. ( Read more... )

i guess what happened to me last night warrants an lj entry because it is, without a doubt, one of the weirdest things to ever happen to me and, personally, i never want the pleasure of experiencing it again ( Read more... )

there are some times in a person's life when he just has to accept some things and learn from them. jean is going to charlotte to live and work. i have to accept this and as i have always said to her, i support her 100%. this was an offer that was too good to refuse. i would have taken it. most sane, rational human beings would have ( Read more... )

Well it looks as though my love Jean will be accepting the teaching position in Charlotte if it is offered to her. And I say, go for it ( Read more... )

well it seems like a long time since i have written anything in here so i thought i should start up once again. sorry to neglected any loyal ericssong followers out there. hehehe..yeah right ( Read more... )