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why do i do this?
When things arent going well, i try my hardest to make them right. And i do, everything was fine. But i somehow find a way to fuck it up all over again. Shes mad, and she should be. I changed my mind this morning but it doesnt change what i thought last night, i was very happy with my choice but i wanted to make a change to it. idk what i was ( Read more... ) -
ohhh...what the hell
Afew nights ago i had a dream and in it i had made two LiveJournal post but i didnt really think anything of it until now..... cause i went on my page and i was like oh what the hell where are my last to LJ posts??? and then it hit me, that they never really happened it it was weird and gave me a chill. By the way i miss Kelly like Woa and thats ( Read more... ) -
.....i hate needing money
Well Kelly and i were driving (well she was driving), long story short we hit a curb while turning and going pretty fast. Nobodys hurt just out wallets are beat to fucking hell. Damage is about $900 for all the repairs needed, for new rim, struts for both front right and left, new rod, tire was salvaged though, and the biggy a new suspension. SO ( Read more... ) -
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Paul Cassidy died of a heroin overdoes 2 days ago. his wake is today. wtf i went to school with this kid, i was on a wrestling team with him for like 2 years. granted we arent really close but he's dead. wtf -
i have a horrible pain in my stomach
Its friday night and Kelly left my house to go home at 12:50 It normally takes about 30 minutes to get from my house to hers. I told her to go online when she got home so i'de know she got home safely. Its 2:30 and still havent heard anything, im really worried. I looked on news12.com and theres no new accidents reported BUT just to make sure i ( Read more... ) -
I Feel Like SHIT
I feel like shit. Not happy right now, i miss Kelly. And im looking foward to seeing her no matter what we end up doing. Not what i had planned/hoped but whatever. I <3 her and she deserves time with her frinds, but it seemed like she was trying to have me not go and or get rid of me and thats not cool cause i like hanging out with all her friends ( Read more... ) -
....i dont like waiting......atleast not today
Its sunday, so that means im at Kellys, waiting for her to get home from work. I really dont mind waiting, its usually fun, play lotsa Halo2 watch Tv use the computer and ect. But today i went to the Citibank for Kelly and the i had to take a cab cause its to far to walk. Cab driver was an asshole, loud, spat when he talked, i wanted to tell him ( Read more... ) -
Hello LJ its been awhile
Today is Kelly's first day of her new job <3<3<3 I hope she had a good day. Im really happy for her it seems like a great job. SSOOOO for her first day i thought i should surprise her. She gets off of work at 5 so i came over to her house (which is where i am now) and brought movies, candy, and my oohh so wonderful self ;) I even cleaned her room ( Read more... ) -
.......stress..........
Today is my last day of college for the spring semester (very happy about it) It x-mas in 3 days and it still hasnt struck me, so far my "x-mas season" has been a week of EXTREMELY stressful UPS Store work. My job makes me hate christmas time, although i have been in the giving spirit (AKA spending lotsa $) and i hate spending money but its worth ( Read more... )
