change...

[erikaerikastop]

i hate the way things change and you don't even realize it until it's too late... you become more distant with people you were once really good friends, and now you hardly ever talk if even at all...and all it makes you want to do is cry... and you belong here but not completely, then you go home/somewhere else and you don't really belong there

Comments

[fairlyagile]

Erika, I'm sorry, thing's have been a little bit more than hectic around here lately, but that in no way justifies my idiocy and my inability to actually return phone calls. So I'm sorry. But I love you, really I do, so don't ever feel that you're not important because honestly, I don't know where I'd be without you. And I miss you like crazy. And don't worry, you'll meet brian when you come home! It's really not a big deal that you haven't yet, anyway.

Stop being stupid, you're oober important to me, love!

[erikaerikastop]

so, it wasn't all about you, well maybe a little, but it was more in general about being left out and its my own fault cuz i've been so busy and i live some 1600 miles away from home... i just suddenly relized last night that not only did we talk as much as we used to, but i don't talk to alot of people anymore, april, dani, and bix included and i barley talk to my roomate... people whom i guess i just miss! and i don't really talk to my sister at all either and it made me feel bad cuz willa talks to her's all the time... and i'm scard that me and renee won't be friends after we live together, i need to make an effort to make new friends... i believe what i'm having is a pity party...sry! love!

[fairlyagile]

Hah, I rarely talk to anyone either! I talk to Bix & Reanna and you and that's basically the extent of it. Well and Ali i guess, but even then it's like once or twice a week. I haven't talked to Dani in months either; what happened to her? It seems like she's dissapeared. I should call her. But this happens, I guess-- not talking to people you used to be friends with. But remember, summer is quickly approaching and that break will probably do you some good. And I'm sure things'll be fine with Renee. You're coming home soon! Woo!!