Probably not same photo, I don't think I've scanned it yet. This is what I don't like about moving, my sense of order is so tweaked! I tend only go by visual memory after all.
You know it's so sad and scary that I have suppressed painful feelings of loss over my Dad it's so alarming whenever it hits me. And it's even sadder that my Mom is so unaffected. Either he really injured her emotionally or she didn't love him deeply. I suspect it's the first one though because when all a woman has her only child with one man and their union broke before any natural death or anything tragic, then all she can say are negative things about this man, I suspect that she is only hiding behind a protective cover of something that makes her so vulnerable it hurts her so much. But I also tend to romanticize lol xox
It would seem parents would have loved each other even if it's just in the beginning when they made the child. At least I do believe this was the case in my parents but I think my Dad was just not going to leave his family.
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You know it's so sad and scary that I have suppressed painful feelings of loss over my Dad it's so alarming whenever it hits me. And it's even sadder that my Mom is so unaffected. Either he really injured her emotionally or she didn't love him deeply. I suspect it's the first one though because when all a woman has her only child with one man and their union broke before any natural death or anything tragic, then all she can say are negative things about this man, I suspect that she is only hiding behind a protective cover of something that makes her so vulnerable it hurts her so much. But I also tend to romanticize lol xox
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