i knoe its apart of life but y we gotta go threw ups and downs. man i wish life was easy and like the commercial, we could have a easy button to press 4 errything we do. me and my boyfried goin threw it rite now, well actually im goin threw it wit him. im just idk, this isnt the 1st tyme but ya kno sometymes u get tired of the same ol ishh ya kno. ( Read more... )

man i been listenin to must b nice by lyfe and it just got me thinkin about me and my boo. gosh im soo blessed to have him n my life and i aint lettin him go 4 nothin. and ladies if u aint got no man out there just wait he'll come! i just got out the hospital this mornin guys but im ok. i was passin out at skool and i had brethin problems. ahhh and ( Read more... )

man my cell been gone 4 a week and i dont get it back til may 21st:silently cries: my bill was like $950 yall. yea it was bad but o well, shoo all my time on the fone was talkin to my baby. but anywhozzz skool almost out mayne and i cant wait. got my lil tan so ima have pics up soon,hopefully. been workin hard n skool which is a 1st 4 me ohh and my ( Read more... )

havent been on lately, ill write alot 2marrow, we got tornadoes n texas so i can b on long

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what a day what a day. not really just kiddin hell my day aint even started. gosh one minute im on a high then one minute im on a low. its not depression or anything its just some1 really special n my life is changin and its not a really good change either so i guess its that, thats botherin me ( Read more... )

ughh y does life have to b soo confusin sometymes. anywho skools been so tuff i missed some days and im so behind n my work i might fail one class and u know what that means...no celly 4 3 weeks heck naw i cant b havin that im cry 4reals. ima have to bribe some teachers.hahahha yea anywho got lots of work to do.
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i 4got all about lj yall its sad o well i have a life anyways. man how has every1 been out thurr. ill b puttin up new pics soon when i get them uploaded. just wanted to let yall kno im still livin if yall cared.lol but anywho skool is so close to endin i cant even wait yeaaaaaaaaaaa. i've got the reallll love of my life, u kno how u think u n love ( Read more... )

goin to spend tha night wit my bestfriend bri and then goin to six flags tomarrow wit a whole bunch of ppl so pics will b up next week!!yay g2g
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whew i let alot out yesterday so im pretty much on stuck mode rite now.today ima prob go to the movies wit my bestfriend. well me and my bf talked about what i wrote and we worked out some things i dont kno whats really gone happen,ughhh. ill edit later!

to him :sometimes i kno y i love u sometymes i dont,u say u love me too but y am i tha only one gettin hurt. i've been hurt long enuff and im ready to go but every1 tyme i get closer to sayin goodbye u bring me back in and i stay. some nights i cry and u dont even kno y,u ask but i say nothing. i only wish u would kno how bad u're hurtin me but i ( Read more... )