2 months :)
best relationship ever.

i need a new job. righttttt now. so i dont have to go to jacquette's today.

asdkfjoasudfa ahhh i fucking hate this feeling
i feel like...dependent or something. in a weird way. idunno.
butttt for some reason i feel mad at him a little for no apparent reason. 
i hate thisss make it stopppp

spring break is always awesome for me.
yeaaaaaa.
i love life right now.

MEATLOAF CONCERT TONIGHT. yeaaaaa your all jealous. ha.

i saw lamb of god last night. they are kinda poopy. but machine head is wayy awsome.
anddd yea. stuff
this week was good.

it never fucking stops. everywhere you go, no matter who you are friends with, theres always someone trying to put you down. either to your face or behind your back. and i bet you think im too stupid to notice. yeaaaa. think again. i know exactly whats going on. i'm better than it this time though.

on a better note..i don't think i've been happier ( Read more... )

hm. i had a dream last night that i drank sparks and got really drunk and stole a school bus and got a dui for driving it. ha. but i managed to escape because all the cops were preoccupied with all the other drunk people on board. ha.
im weird.

genghis tron tmrw? yes.

i think i mean it this time.:)

soooo yea. everyone is angry with me :(

i hate this feeling of paranoia that i always have.
it sucks.
part of me knows that things arent going to be that bad
but i can't help but think that it is.
and i think i've lost some friends over something. that was stupid. but yea. idk. its kinda horrible.

what happened today was horrible and embaressing.
im sorry.
i hope i don't loose a friend over something like this.
it won't happen again. i promise.

i want to get close to him..
i just don't want to get hurt again :(