It's always inside me

[erikscrape]

I am always battling this monster called depression. These days it seems to be winning. Pouring my emotions into the music works well but every now and then it still takes over...like today. I am looking at this tower of boxes full of Scrape CD's and see the efforts of my pain ready for sale. So strange really that I have been able to convert

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[miztress_angel]

Aww I hope everything's okay Eric *hugs* The show in Montreal will be fantastic! THe music will speak for itself and people will buy the CD without you having to work that hard for it.

I hope you feel better.

[von_zombie]

Thank you for sharing...I know it sounds cliche, but just remember that you--despite the hell your feelings take you through--have managed to create something. You bring things into the world that enhance the lives of other people. You won't leave this world having sat around doing nothing and contributing nothing and feeling only sorry for yourself like so many. That is a truly amazing thing...
The pain can never fully win if you use it to give birth to something. :)

I hope to see you when you're in MTL!

Take care!!!

[erikscrape]

Thanks for the support! I will see you in Montreal for sure! Are you going to C.O.M.A.4? If not send me an email and I'll send my cell # to you and we'll get together :)

[arc_wraith]

I think everyone's been having a hard time lately - I know 04/2007 will go down in my history books as "worst ever".

Just keep your head up. COMA - you've got alot going for you there - it's gonna be tha bombz and I'm sure it'll lift some weight off your shoulders. I know it did for me last year. =)

[arc_wraith]

haha I mean 03/07 even my typing can't wait till this month is over.

[erikscrape]

It has certainly been a roller coaster ride