The begining of this week I basically did nothing....just kinda chilled and relaxed ....it was good. Friday was party at isabels....omg soooooooo much fun.....we all just let loose and had a blast... Is it me or did it just seem to go on forever....sooo yea went to bed about 3 and had to get up at 8 to go to work at 9.....that was fun....saturday ( Read more... )

This week I have no tests so I get the week off....yay!!! I have to work today, tomorrow and saturday but it hopefully shouldnt be too bad. Today me jamie and christina went tanning and then met jamies friend mikey at brightstar. Fun stuff....soo yea I have no options that sucks....ohh well...lol Hopefully this week will be fun! ok gonna go find ( Read more... )

umm so yeaaa....my break was good....i didnt do much but i still enjoyed it. I spent a lot of time with rachel and joey (my sis and her boyfriend)...i love haning with them. Break was just a good break from life...i didnt really think about anything...it was sooo nice i really needed that. Lately im in a much better mood. Soo yea got a few things ( Read more... )

ok im getting bad at updating...but ohh well nothing that special had been happening lately. soo yea im in a much better mood lately. I feel content lately....there are always gonna be things that i wish i could have or things that would make me happier...but i can wait and im good as long as things arent bad...soo yeaa.....ummm basically thursday ( Read more... )

So yea basically life isnt fun anymore. Nothing is really horrible or anything I just dont have fun. School is soo stressful lately and im like ok im a senior im not supposed to be this stressed. I think im just a little disappointed in everything. I want and expect more outta life i guess idk. I hope one day it will all get better....which i think ( Read more... )

I have been getting pretty bad at updating lately.....its kinda sad b/c nothing interesting has happened sooo ohh well. Basically spent some time with my sister last weekend....that was fun....i love her! I worked Tuesday and Wednesday....fun stuff. Im sooo stressed i feel like i have a million things to do and its just driving me crazy. This fall ( Read more... )

Havent updated in awhile....i started updating the other day but then i accidently pressed a button and it all erased so i said screw it.....yea basically last weekend went on a roadtrip with the girlies(jamie allie isabel and christina) to go visit some colleges...it was a lot of fun....we had lots of laughs and i think it was good to just have ( Read more... )

life seems soo wierd.....something just doesnt feel right....i feel like something is missing, i just dont know. Im just not happy right now and i cant figure out why. I have been thinking a lot about something lately that i thought i was over, but now i know that im not i was just pushing it aside and trying not to think about it. I just hope i ( Read more... )

Alrighty then.....this past weekend sucked.....friday wasnt that bad...went to the mall with jamie allie isabel chris sammy and kb....we saw christina and sean there too!! We were all gonna go back to chris and watch a movie when we got a phone call....matt and pat got into a car accident sooo we went there to see how everything was.....ohhh man ( Read more... )

There are some issues I have that have taken me basically years to get over. I still have problems with it all...but honestly im trying sooo hard to make that stop b/c it drives me and many other people crazyy...sorry guys....(Jamie i love you and thanks for listening to all of my complaining) I'm just sick of overthinking things and stressing over ( Read more... )