It's utterly disgusting how horrible I feel when I dont take my medication. I hate living, and I especially hate living, knowing that the only reason I feel the way I do about anything is because a fucking chemical is changing my inner thoughts ( Read more... )

Abilify ( Read more... )

Since I tell Sommer everything, to cronicle my Aussieland trip I'm gonna post SOME of my emails that I sent to her ( Read more... )

Ok today is Father's Day, well the beginning of it, and I never wanted to be upset by somehting like this. However, I find myself at a loss ( Read more... )

ok I lied hooking up is still fun

I dont know how I ended up being so dull ( Read more... )

Ok I took my last two exams today and it is my official beginning of summer. I am gonna make sure this summer rocks. And how could it not... Summer as a whole is amazing; it gives people a chance to try new things and break out of their usual routine. Especially if you go to a school like Dana Hall which consumes your whole self, and you end up ( Read more... )

Nothing that I do matters, things will happen the way they are meant to happen, we all die alone anyway ( Read more... )

There has been an amazing turn of events, my grandma makar said she wants to pay for my plane ticket to Australia... so it looks like thats where I'll be going this summer ( Read more... )

Well I qualified for 4 different National Competitions (Nationals are in CA this year too), got my D05 (which is sick), placed 4th in the region in the under 19 National qualifiers in Vermont, and got accepted to the Dana, Perth Australia exchange program ( Read more... )